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I've been so busy lately, that I even hav forgotten to check in on my email long enough to see what's been going on with all of you. I don't expect that too many people have been checking up on me, though, as I remember correctly most of you seemed rather miffed with me last I checked, and many did not understand what was happening last year at all. It's too bad, but I guess that is the way that the cookie crumbles. I still care about you all though, and hope that your understanding and your hearts will allow you to add 2 and 2 together and get 4, instead of 5 or 6. Eventually.

At any rate, I first wanted to thank Bernie and Tamara for sending the beautiful pictures from their wedding! They arrived today, although the post office apparently soaked the envelope and enclosed pictures in some sort of solvent, which meant that Bernie's face was unrecognizable in one, and that half of the text in the note was obscured. It all looks like some sort of "aging technique". Ha ha! The one photograph looks like I spent a lot of money just to have it aged professionally. Even though the writing was obscured, I still managed to get the gist of it, and wanted to say thank you, and apologize for not being able to make it to Switzerland for the wedding. Bernie and Tamara look lovely in their wedding photos, and Tamara: You are so pretty. You didn't tell me how pretty you are. You must just be modest.

I've kept meaning to send off letters to those whose addresses I have, but have not done so. In the past I was very good about that, but my life has gotten so busy recently, that time seems to just pass like snowflakes melting on a sleeve.

I finally received my Reiki II certification, and then promptly went through an incredible emotional ride. I took out all of the rocks, crystals and gemstones that I had bought back in the year 2000, and began adding to them. One of my friends here, while I was very sick back in March, offered to do a Reiki and crystal healing on me, and it changed my life. I have not been to the doc since. Not even the accupuncturist. Reiki, working with crystal and stones, and my ever present mantra practice have been an incredible force in my life.

I love all of my stones as if they were my babies...the amethyst, golden celestite, aquamarine, smoky quartz, fire agates, phantom quartz, dioptase, morganite,Lemurians, and others have effected dramatic changes. If I had not witnessed it myself, I would not believe. This may not be the path for others, but it is mine, and in that, it is very sacred to me. When I was on here in the past, I didn't talk about it as much as I would like, because I was too vulnerable to the naysayers back then. The power of words is incredible. More than most realize. Trying to discredit what someone holds to be true in their life can actually undo the good that could be happening...that is...if the person's mind is vulnerable. My mind was back then.

So many things have changed, and not the least of which was my recent trip to see a Holy Indian Saint visiting the United States. Being in her presence, I could actually see people's auras for the first time; something which I have always longed to be able to do. Her warmth and love came through in not only the most beautiful colors, but through her heart as well, and into mine. Through her presence, I saw the world as one for a glimpse. I keep getting glimpses, and with each glimpse the picture gets brighter and brighter. Hopefully, one day, the picture will remain clear and stay that way forever. Into eternity.

Though I may not always be here to say "Hi" to everyone, my heart is with you in spirit, and I will continue to care about everyone on this site who has helped me on my path. Even the ones who don't like me, for they too have helped me in their own way. My love and gratitude go out to Bernie, Tamara, Elena, harold_maude, James, and so many others. You have helped to heal my life. And thanks again, Bernie,for the pictures of your lovely wedding.

If mountain goats like living at high elevations, why do none live in high rise apartment buildings?

Hi, and it's nice to see you're still alive :-)

"*sigh* Some men are really hard to manipulate!" - Orchid

I could actually see people's auras for the first time; something which I have always longed to be able to do. Her warmth and love came through in not only the most beautiful colors, but through her heart as well, and into mine.

Hey Rosy, how are you doing?

What you mention here is really interesting. At first I didn't use to believe in auras, but I have observed many a times whenever I meet people that I feel much relaxed in some people's companies, the experience is so relaxing and soothing, that I feel like being around them, while there are some people who suck the energy out of you in an instant. The moment these people leave, I feel exhausted and tired. Maybe, it's something to do with people's different energy levels, and their auras. Do people have good and bad auras?

What about angels? How do you recognize one from their auras? I have had a lot of experiences in my life, where I am certain that they were my angels - they just crashed into my life uninvited, and touched my life in such a way that it had a life-changing effect, and then they just vanished - died or drifted apart - when their purpose was over, without taking anything in return. They just gave, gave and gave.

Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye opener.

Hey girlie! You are awesome I'm sure you know this, and I wanted to be the 100th person today to tell you:D Love all your stories<3
Congrats on getting your Reiki II Cert. Healing is a noble profession and requires a lot of heart and a sense of humor, both of which you have in abundence. You Go Girl>:O LOL!
Love&Light