Reading Poetry

I'm sorry for what I did,
I'm sorry for who I was.
I can make up excuses,
I can try to blame it on something else...

But it's still my fault....

I know I shouldn't have done that,
I know that I went to far.
I know that i shouldn't have been there,
I know that I shouldn't have brought you...

But you were right there with me...

I know that I hurt you when I wasn't me,
I know that I lost your trust that night.
I know that I lied about my life,
I know that i wasn't honest from the start...

But I can't make it up to you....

I know that you liked me,
I know that we could have worked.
I know that i screwed up,
I know that it's gone....

But can we try it again?

I know that you say you forgive me,
I know that you say we can be friends.
I know that you say we won't ever go out,
I know that you say feelings are gone....

But can I make it up to you??

Can we start new??
Can we just take this as a bump??
Can we just talk??
Can we??

I know that I have messed up a lot in life,
I know that everyone that I love or care about, always gets hurt...
I can't change my past, I can't change who I am.
I can't change what happened the other night,
I can't change how I acted,
All I can say is 'I'm Sorry',
All I can do is try to cahange,
All I can do is start new and fresh with the truth....

Will you listen?

~Scott W. DeVries

Take a XANAX, calm down..put your feet on planet EARTH and be smart nstead ofthe sucker you might be