Reading zen's journal

2:03 am

i'm drunk.

and high

and listneing to 10cc "i'm not in love"

and i'm trying to convince myself that i'm not in love with you.

and i can't

so then i remind myself of your bible

and eyes glaze

mind drifts

love eludes

Zen thoughts

all is one

all is love

all is lost

all is life

all is the all

all is excitement

all is exhileration

all is adreneline

all is peace

all is tranquility

all is harmony

and in the end

all we're left with

is one question:

In those moments hidden from all else, did you have fun, or did someone else have your fun for you?

Zen~

I'll bet that just took 5 years off my life--but GODDAMM if it wasn't worth every second