Reading Babygirls_Babydolls's journal

You are your inner most thoughts.. You breathe every little ounce of you. Who is your guide I so often wonder? You follow many spirits who link your soul inmany differant directions. Where do you want to go? Tell me your struggles, and I will tell you mine. How many secrets do you have? Did you know your secrets were not as secret as you thought. How many have thought the same things as you? How many judges shall you confront along your ways? Tell me your thoughts. That is you.

Where does the time go? What occupies the one who sits behind the screen? Tell me how you spent your day. Its been nearly a week.

How often do you change who you are? What changes us? What has caught our attention? What pulls us to and fro?

Tuesday I chipped a nail so I cut most of it off...Its perdy short nail now.
I started watching angel at night so mom can work.. Cyndi, and the boys moved out of moms hotel room last Friday. She just left, and didn't come back. All of thier stuff is still at moms motel room.

Wensday the dog tried to run off, as I was bringing him in the house. I tried grabbing him, and it ripped 2 more nails off.. both extremely below the quick. Blood gushed needless to say the damn dog got loose, and it took nearly an hour to get him home.. Angel spent the night. Angel ( 9 yrs old) said mom was asleep so she cooked hamburger helper. She said we were out of milk so I used bar b q sauce. It tasted kinda funny she said. Mom said angel didn't fry the ground beef, and had been vomitting.

Thursday Scott, andI argued.He ended up sleeping on the sofa..haha I got the whole bed...lol..School called me 4 times about Angel vommitting in class. I guess mom gave them my #.I don't have a car to pick her up.. Mom is the hardest person to get to the phone.She works 3rd shift and sleeps during the day.

Friday.. Hum... what happened Friday..Oh yeah nothing..lol..

Today we went to a lil country buffet resturant. we celebrated both my grandparents birthdays. Everyone was there. All 5of my grandmas kids and thier kids and so on kids of kids..lol It was great I guess.. I don't get out much :-} I made 24 heart shaped valentines with hand written poems inside. I gave one to each person in the family... My favorite went to 5 year old Heather my lil cousin. her poems said My love is like a cabbage the leafs I give to others the heart I give to you.

Angel is still sick, vomitting, and running a temp of 102.9.. We are all gonna be sick now.. Mom brought her to te party..Angel looked terible.

I'll write more real soon. Trying not to think lately.. Remember u r your thoughts.. So,guard them well.

Hope Willingham ~ Babygirls_babydolls ~ " Two men stand in prison bars, one sees mudd the ot