Reading What Sucks

Again I am really very sorry I wrote that post at all...

Please don't. It's a good post. And it has started a good discussion. Deleting it would be a loss.

See it this way, it has caused formerly silent people to post again :-)

Consider yourself hugged.

Ok. I won't delete it.
Thankyou. I felt so bad that it upset people. That was the last thing on my mind when I wrote it.

I don't think it upset anyone. :-)

Consider yourself hugged.

Or maybe just shook a few people up and made them wonder why they even have Netalive in their bookmark tabs and still don't regularly go back to check up and post, like me, even though they like this place. I can't make any promises to do better, but I can definitely make the attempt.

I'll believe in anything if you'll just believe in anything

I feel like i've grown up here with you all. I'm incredibly close to some of you. Null in particular, my beautiful adopted big brother. I'm quite selfish here i suppose. I've always mainly contributed to my own journal here, but i'm not sorry for that. There's been some times in my life where knowing that somebody was reading has kept me going, kept my head above water until morning and that fresh day arrives. So i've contributed less because with each passing day i only get stronger. I feel very centered in life right now. I have balance and feel ready to deal with whatever the world might throw at me.

I will apologise for contributing less to the other forums here, but i often have little to say that's constructive! However, i shall try to be unconstructively present if that helps? I do love a good quip or pun...

-Mel :P

Look at me! I'm a prostitute robot from the future!

This all feels so strange for me. But more than anything I'm happy to see people saying something.

I felt so bad that maybe I had done a really stupid thing, I do that sometimes, but Null reasured me that it's ok.
I'm still reading, and have been reading funny stuff, I'm planning on reading everything here now. It started out to catch up, now it's become a quest to read it all.
Adding thoughts to threads that poke at me to say something.

Thank you for answering. come stand up on the hill maybe we can see more people come up here to say something.

I'm around, but intermittently.

To no one elses surprise, but certainly to my own, my idiotic fifteen year old mouthpiecing is not exactly soemthing i still carry on with these days, being five years older and somewhat more experienced.

I guess like with everything else on the internet that fades slowly, life just gets in the way. I no longer have mountains of time to waste online like I did way back then. Studying for a degree is actually much harder work than not studying for exams that a trained monkey could pass.

I will write properly soon, i hope. Biting cynicism with all the sarcastic trimmings of yesteryear, too.

Sir Deimos, Beater of Ass.