Reading kylebellamy's journal

So i doubt many of you will remember but i used to haunt these places once upon a time, writing and dancing and living among the pixels and prose.

Well, i am sorry for the long delay but i have returned for the time being to see how everyone fares. I'd love to tell you all about the things that have been happening but you will have to suffice with a simple "been busy" and live with that, ok?

I'm just glad to be able to come back and say hello and hopefully get a star or two back so i'm not stuck with this 5 posts a day crap for very long. Lol

anyway, drop me a line to day hello if you like...

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

Dude. Hello! How's life?

Consider yourself hugged.

This post was edited by null on Aug 27, 2008.

Doing all right, yourself? Think you could kick back some of my posting stars for old time's sake? lol

Things seem pretty quiet around these parts lately. Been a slow down?

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

Think you could kick back some of my posting stars for old time's sake?

I can't do that, sorry (as you can see, even my rank isn't quite what it used to be in the Good Old Days™). But your post limit for today should be fixed... for what it's worth!

The site's been rather quiet for a while now.

Me, I'm doing okay, enjoying various unproductive ways to waste time while I still can, before I'm going back to school (in addition to my full-time job). Other than that, well, let's just say the most exciting thing that happened today is that I washed my car. :-)

Consider yourself hugged.

Vancouver gets the most rain then any other city in north-western America, or at least it seems to. Needless to say, that I don't wash my car ever. All I need to do is to park it outside the garage and let the nature take it over :-).

Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye opener.

Oh right, that's the bit I meant, the post limit. lol See I've been gone so long I forgot the mysterious ways of the site.

Funny thing is my life is so busy these days it's just rediculous. I have a full time job too but it's salaried and I am in design and publishing so it's really a fuller time job.

On the plus side, since I work for Marriott so my hotel stays are cheap as hell.

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

Dude. I washed my car the other day too, and I got soundly sexually harrassed by a street person selling magazines. That's a new one...at least for me...What kills me is that I had the water hose in my hand all the time, and I could have just hosed him down, a la the scene out of the movie "Fight Club", but I didn't think of it at the time. Really exciting stuff too...

Anyway, hope all is well, say hi to everyone for me, and CHECK YO E-MAIL! :) I wrote you something, and sent it to the e-mail thingy on your profile.

Ciao!

My mind is made up...not like my bed, which is a mess.

Anyway, hope all is well, say hi to everyone for me, and CHECK YO E-MAIL! :) I wrote you something, and sent it to the e-mail thingy on your profile.

Grmph. I didnt receive anything :-(

cu, w0lf.

Fuck off the 30 seconds posting limit!

Good to see you around rosy!!

Un bacio è un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".

This post was edited by null on Sep 16, 2008.

You wrote to me, rosy? Didn't get it I think.

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

Well hello there, it's nice to see you. It's good to hear that you have been busy.

It's good to know your still around. :)

Yeah, somehow I am.

It's been another of the long dark tea times of the soul but I hope to have everything resolved shortly one way or the other. *pumps fist in the air* Keep hope alive and all that.

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

There seems to be alot of dark nights of the soul going round lately.
Makes me wonder if there is some kind of major prep going on where it's important to have the deep stuff delt with because there won't be time when what ever shows up.
but who knows.

I do hope you get your resoultion soon.

Honestly, I'm just ready to lay down and give it all up but for some reason, my body keeps ignoring the command to cease and desist all signs of life so I guess I'll have to go with it.

Damn You Autonomic Functions! Damn You To Hell!

I know I'm dead on the surface But I'm screaming underneath

I definately understand the feeling your discribing, as I have been fighting the simliar want. But I figure there must be a reason that I keep going.
So I do what I can to keep going...although there are days I can't see any point of it.
Feeling everything so strongly that it feels sometimes like my head is about to explode from over load.

Ah well, it is what it is.