Reading zen's journal

30 Aug 2007
That was the date of my last post.
01 Oct 2008
That is today. It is my birthday. I am now 40.
Sitting at my speaker-cum desk, I actually had this feeling of boredom. How could this be...I have so much going on.

My first though in combatting boredom is this thought: if you have such free time, how come you aren't making a post on your online journal?
Well, probably for the same reason it's taken me for forever to write my credit companies to tell them that i'm not working. Actually, I've gone back to work. I was on layoff subject to recall, and got recalled. So of course the bills piled-up.
Just today I mailed out the letters to my creditors that said, well I realize things would've been better had I contacted you earlier, but I'm broke and chronically depressed.

14 Oct 2008
This is the date of my arraignment. I got arrested the other night for possession, and paraphernalia.
I'll go into that story some other time. In fact, I'll save that for describing what happened when I tell my boss at work, tommorrow.

Thursday --tommorrow, 2 oct 2008
I have a "date" with a professional lady. Not the kind I have to pay for. I answered an ad on Craigslist where she named off, like 4 crazy movies, of which I only heard of Choke, based on the book by Chuck Palahniuk, which I've actually read. It's one of the few.
So this is particularly noteworthy because this will be the first date with a female I've gone on in many many mooons.

I think that I have more dates to tell of, buyt I think i'm going to spread those around the the different forums .
There's been a nuymber of things happend in this past year where I've wanted to write and journal about, but I'm such an aweful procrastinator.

So, I'll keep this short so as not to tax my procrastinating head...oh, and Project Runway is on right now...

Once Fred Neitszche declared God is Dead, f*ck became the most important word in the English languag

Hey there, Happy birthday a bit late. I just past mine yesterday, I hit the big 50.
It's nice to see you. :)

I hit the big 50.

*cough*

And I thought based on your writings you were about 20 - 25! 8-o

cu, w0lf.

Fuck off the 30 seconds posting limit!

This post was edited by ginsterbusch on Oct 13, 2008.

"smiling" Thank you. People who have met me in person have a similar reaction when I tell them how long I've been here.
They tell me that I look like I'm in my mid thirties.

Just tells me that a number is just that, nothing more.