Reading slamb72's journal

I drove 14 hours last week to meet with my husband and spend some time talking about what the near future holds for us and what needs to be done now, we did have a great weekend but not a lot of talking about "issues" happened, I missed him, and I was happy that we got to spend some time together, We laughed a lot and spent some good quality time together and that was one thing that was really missing from our marriage, I think it was getting to the point that we were so miserable and depressed, that we were spending to much time trying to get away from each other, him blaming me for different circumstances and me tired of the being blamed. When your in a situation like that it's a boiling pot, theres not a lot you can say or do to change it, and the first crooked word spoke begins a disagreement. There is a drive in me that really wants to see this marriage through, I have a suitcase of reasons why I shouldn't, then theres that faith in me that wants to believe in him and wants to believe that all this heartache will pay off one day... The time apart has been good for us both, he's been able to experience a little life without me in it and he don't seem to like it very well, sometimes it takes extreme situations to make someone realize things, and with him it does. It's always a tramatic situation in his life that makes him sit down and think about things, were working on that... I drove 14 hours back to reality and I feel lonely without him here now... So everyday is a new day and brings different things to the heart we'll see how this plays out, One day at a time...