Reading baexcell's journal

Well, here it is, the big day, December 19th. In just a short 14 hours and 38 Minutes i get on a bus that will take me to meet my fiancee for the first time as well as my new home, and family. Am i nervous? Damn right i am. Scared? yeah, right again. Worried i made the wrong decision about my fiancee? not even the smallest one. So, what am i to do with a chapter in my life closing and a new one opening? I guess i should just turn the page and let it lead me where it wants, right?

[...]meet my fiancee for the first time

Why is it for the first time you see her?

"Sie wollen nichts anderes. Sie wollen kämpfen! Sie sind Soldaten! Fucking Wahnsinnige!" - Noel G.