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Sigh! It seems that today everyone forgot about my existence. My parents are in the living room watching TV. We hardly had a conversation during our dinner time, and then they left the kitchen, leaving me there alone cleaning and everything.

Well, I did that, with the hope to talk to my dear boyfriend. We were up to do that by 9 pm but... nada. Nobody has been seen, and it is 9:30 right now. I told myself that he could have been in late, so this is why I am keeping waiting for him to get online. He didn't write back my e-mails, so I assume he completely forgot about me either. :( Sigh.

Tomorrow I am having another exam, and no one has wished me good luck on it. My parents just keep saying to study over and over. I would need comforting words from the one I love, but at the moment he must have something better to do than talking to me. What else can I do if not keep studying, and wiping my tears?

I know that most of you won't probably realize why I feel so depressed... you can say just because tomorrow you have an exam? or because you aren't talking with your boyfriend as you were hoping? Well, it's not my fault. I tend to get terribly depressed the day before an exam. I don't know why, but it is like that. And for this reason whatever doesn't go the way I wanted it to go makes me even sadder.
I miss my Neil! Sob.

Un bacio è un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".

Well, just for the ones of you who are slightly interested in my silly life... I am fine now. Talking to Neil, who couldn't come online earlier. It wasn't his fault, but anyway it's all in the past now.

Lol... thinking about it, I was probably blowing things out of proportion. This doesn't mean that I wasn't feeling bad though. Anyway, it's all gone now. Better if I go back reviewing for my exam and talking to my precious Neil. :)

Un bacio è un'apostrofo rosa scritto tra le parole "ti amo".